Seriously, this guy thinks he is da shit and I think I am shit.
What gives?
I try to be of service to my community. I make mistakes by overextending myself. I am socked with penalties (above and beyond my library fines.) I feel like I'm drowning and I know it's all my fault. I resolve to do better, despite feeling humiliated and overwhelmed.
But this guy prances around in his underwear and feels like he's doing the earth a favor for it. How does that work? How does someone come to feel like he/she's the best thing in the world?
I don't need to feel like I'm the best. I just want to feel like there's a point.
